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03 July 2009 @ 11:53 pm
Back from holidaying it p down south! 

Saw dolphins! *crosses off from checklist*
Saw lots of trees
Saw some caves
I live, Bexx lives.
Pemberton doesn't have the internet, the website of the motel lied to us.
We were disappointed and made p for it with room service...
I got a new stuffed toy <3

BUT! Don't you hate it when you just have one of those days where you're just immeasurably cranky for no apparent reason? It's probably just hormones but fuck I hate it, and it makes me so slouchy and bleh and GAAAH! WHIIINE! I drive myself up the wall with those days where all I can do is think of these things I WANT to do and SHOULD do and COULD do but just can't be bothered to becuase I don't wanna end up disappointed or something like that. And everything everyone says or does annoys me, the tv annoys me... EVERYTHING! BUGH! Oh, and people suck...

So much for my relaxing holiday (of which pictres and videos of endless trees, caves and water will follow)... it was relaxing, now we're back in reality.

Which brings me to my next problem: the next time I get a lapse in judgment and suffer from temporary insanity in which I convince myself of the fact that I enjoy studying and that it's fun, someone please douse me with a bucket of cold water and slap me silly because FUCKING HELL I HATE IT ! 

Now even Bexx' yawning behind me, is making me annoyed and cranky, so this whine-y rant-y thing will come to an end, I'm saying to hell with homework (which I didn't get much of a chance of doing over the past week) and I shall go ... change the sheets on my bed and turn in early so I can do something tomorrow.

Some studying is required, I REALLY need to do my anatomy stuff (BUGH) and work on a business plan and read some medical article or other about pulp. SO! Early night is early in hopes that cranky annoyedness goes away and copious amount of chocolate will motivate me to do something tomorrow...

*grabs stuffed-toy shark (<3) and decidedly goes to bed*
 
 
Current Mood: cranky
 
 
SRness
29 June 2009 @ 09:07 pm
So, we've arrived at our first destination... BUSSELTON! 

It's ah... nice. And green. And wet. It's 10 degrees... bah! 
And weh ave internet on one computer, but for some reason it's all sorts of fail to get it on two computers and the front desk is closed.

But the place has good hot shower, heating and we did touristy stuff today! 

Went to the Ngilgi Cave. Yep, that is not a typo. It was interesting... stalactites and stuff and it too was nice and warm and gave us quite some exercise...

Then arrived at caravan park and then went shopping for food, ended up in a cemetery... Yep. Then we got fast food for dinner, watched a movie and am now flopped under the heater enjoying Bexx' laptop because this is the one with the internet on it... Pictures will follow when we reach the next location, and hopefully we'll BOTH get interwebs there.

Oh and Bexx got a job at Hoyts, so this is now a victory tour rather than a road trip! 

I think we're going to the Karry forest tomorrow to hug big trees aaand go horse riding =D
 
 
SRness
24 June 2009 @ 04:51 pm
So, we're planning a road trip and we'll be gone for four nights. And well.. four nights without the internet just isn't possible. Everyone knows this! I need to refuel at least once every 24 hours.

Cue discussion:

[info]bexx_t_h : It's only 36 hours we'll be in pemberton! 
Me: EXACTLY! 36 hours! Do you hear what you're saying?!
[info]bexx_t_h : We can watch TV and go fishing! 
Me: Watch dvds we've already seen and FISHING AT NIGHT!?
[info]bexx_t_h : I don't think Pemberton HAS internet, no one replied to my emails!
Me: Call them then! 36 hours is too long! D8<

And thus Bexx makes a phone call.

[info]bexx_t_h : Hi, I was thinking of booking with you guys and was just wondering if you have the internet? 
Dude: Oh yeah, we have that website thing...
[info]bexx_t_h : No, I mean, the internet available at your accomodation.
Dude: Oh ... well... we have it in the office if you... need to check your e-mail you could use that... but
[info]bexx_t_h : Okay...
Dude: Yeah, we don't.... don't have that... eh... that... thigy.. that... goes everywhere.
SomeoneInTheBack: Wireless?
[info]bexx_t_h : Wireless? 
Dude: Yeah! That! We don't have it.

We're going to blood hick's ville! D8
BACK IN TIME! *flail* Words cannot describe the dread I am feeling! o____o

The search continues for a place that has both spas and wireless... >.<

 
 
Current Mood: indescribable
 
 
SRness
23 June 2009 @ 01:49 am
Form the to-do-list from before...

- Clean up the table
.
- Print out all lectures
- Change sheets on bed
- Read lectures
- Have a shower
- Study anatomy
- Do some laundry
- Go pony
- Take pictures of pony teeth for assignment
- Take out trash
- Study
- Post some more
- Write that bio
- Study some more
- E-mail some people who I should have emailed ages ago but never got around to
- Make up some more klah mix
- Type up sales ad for Ty
- Study some more
- Get jumping lesson on Ty
- Organize the stuff you've studied and review the things you've done about a million times.
- Defrost the tuna
- Cook and eat the tuna
- Get a cheese pretzel
- Get over yourself
- Get over your lacking self-esteem and fucking ride your little heart out, you don't suck nearly as much as some of the people you've seen lately, so stop fucking doubting yourself about it and have some fucking fun doing it =D
- Find a job that pays for the next month and then some
- Write that bloody business plan already -___-
- Study some more anatomy so you can point it all out
- Sleep pattern. It doesn't have to be normal, it just has to exist.
- Get some vitamins into your system, you require juice
- Buy juice
- Buy new ink cartridges
- Get dentist out for Ty
- Study some more
- Get another cheese pretzel

Addition to the list:

- Work on finishing the new layout for AD.

We're getting there! Slowly but surely! 
I read two weeks worth of lectures today, and did some revision of the stuff I've already covered before. Took about 5 pages of notes too.
I now have an actual workspace to sit and work at that don't involve working around the laptop and balancing medical dictionaries on the edge of the table. It's quite epic. I printed out the last of the lectures I hadn't printed yet after I replaced the ink cartridges which ran out yesterday with only about 10 more lectures left to print. The pile of lectures is also quite epic o___o

AND! We're seeing Ross Noble on wednesday! *cheers and runs around in circles* 
I'm so looking forward to that, it's ridiculous! 

Oh and went shopping today for some plain t-shirts (shirts the can tuck into my pants! never will my back be cold again! *tear*) and also got a looovely new sweater vest *snuggles*
Tried for some new jeans but once again the length of my legs vs. the size of my hips buggered me over. I should be four inches shorter in my legs and I would be fine -___-

And for amusement's sake, your medical word of the day iiiis:
Hypsodifferentiation - This stage encompasses the specialization of the cells within the developping tooth!
It's part of the embryonic development and comes after the proliferation stage of the growth phase in embryology! The dental papilla become ameloblasts which deposit enamel, the dental sac become the odontoblasts which deposits dentin and the epithelium gives rise to cementoblast which deposits cementum.
All these function as the bue print for the teeth to develop further into their eventual shape! 

 
 
Current Mood: bored
 
 
SRness
21 June 2009 @ 11:34 pm
This I posted a few days ago... it's not been too great but I get to mark some things off of the list.

- Clean up the table.
- Print out all lectures
- Change sheets on bed
- Read lectures
- Have a shower
- Study anatomy
- Do some laundry
- Go pony
- Take pictures of pony teeth for assignment
- Take out trash
- Study
- Post some more
- Write that bio
- Study some more
- E-mail some people who I should have emailed ages ago but never got around to
- Make up some more klah mix
- Type up sales ad for Ty
- Study some more
- Get jumping lesson on Ty
- Organize the stuff you've studied and review the things you've done about a million times.
- Defrost the tuna
- Cook and eat the tuna
- Get a cheese pretzel
- Get over yourself
- Get over your lacking self-esteem and fucking ride your little heart out, you don't suck nearly as much as some of the people you've seen lately, so stop fucking doubting yourself about it and have some fucking fun doing it =D
- Find a job that pays for the next month and then some
- Write that bloody business plan already -___-
- Study some more anatomy so you can point it all out
- Sleep pattern. It doesn't have to be normal, it just has to exist.
- Get some vitamins into your system, you require juice
- Buy juice

And additions to the list...

- Buy new ink cartridges
- Get dentist out for Ty
- Study some more
- Get another cheese pretzel

In other news. We're plotting a road trip down south. The Celica is back and better than ever. It's fucking cold.


 
 
SRness
17 June 2009 @ 04:24 am
It's been that time of the month. And it was early. Which is a sure fire way to put me in a shitty mood for days and days and to pretty much make me put my life on complete hold just so I can sit around and sulk.
Generally this sulking is accompanied by feeling ridiculously sorry for myself for all the things that I am not, that I'm not doing, the things I should be doing but am not, what I should have been, could have been and woudl have been but not and regretting some of the decisions and choce I made AAAAGES ago and cursing my lack of self-esteem and confidence all over the place.

Isn't it LOVELY to be able to give birth to naked monkeys? Such a miracle of life! Yeah, and these are the side effects, hormones oh weee! 

Anyway. These moods usually last for a week to ten days... I'm running on 11 days now due to the whole thing being early and just BLEGH! 
Before everyone starts freaking the fuck out and sending me concerned e-mails.
Yes, I'm having a good time, I'm having a fucking fabulous time, it's not Australia, being broke, or any of that that caused the minor depression, that's just what's always there and hormones + lackluster existance + it being about two years since I've had a good emotional break down about these things... it's just one of those moments in my life.
I repeat, I'm fine, it has nothing to do with homesickness or being here, I'm glad I'm here because it's a little less hopeless becuase hey, at least I'm in austrlia! 

So anyway, I'm done sulking now I've decided as it's doing nothing but increasing my anxiety about failing at life. I'm smart, I'm spending tons of money ... well... other peoples money on this, i can fucking well do this, and I fucking well will too.

SO! In order to get myself motivated, I figured this warranted an LJ post and ... people can throw stuff at me if I don't at least decimate... 80% of this to do list within the next two days. So here goes...

- Clean up the table.
- Print out all lectures
- Change sheets on bed
- Read lectures
- Have a shower
- Study anatomy
- Do some laundry
- Go pony
- Take pictures of pony teeth for assignment
- Take out trash
- Study
- Post some more
- Write that bio
- Study some more
- E-mail some people who I should have emailed ages ago but never got around to
- Make up some more klah mix
- Type up sales ad for Ty
- Study some more
- Get jumping lesson on Ty
- Organize the stuff you've studied and review the things you've done about a million times.
- Defrost the tuna
- Cook and eat the tuna
- Get a cheese pretzel
- Get over yourself
- Get over your lacking self-esteem and fucking ride your little heart out, you don't suck nearly as much as some of the people you've seen lately, so stop fucking doubting yourself about it and have some fucking fun doing it =D
- Find a job that pays for the next month and then some
- Write that bloody business plan already -___-
- Study some more anatomy so you can point it all out
- Sleep pattern. It doesn't have to be normal, it just has to exist.
- Get some vitamins into your system, you require juice
- Buy juice


Okay... that'll do for now.

In other news, because I know I haven't been updating ANYTHIN Glately, blame the hormones for that too...
No job still, savings accounts is empty safe for... oh about 20 bucks? 
I had work for a weekend, which got e a decent sum of money and it bought me my ticket to Melbourne so that's taken care off.
We're driving the Apollo rather than the Celica... The Celica had a fight with a kangaroo... we suspect the kangaroo won (I shall eventually do a post dedicated to this epic tale, it's SO australian, it has to be told)
Piggy Flu is in Rockingham is about 13 minutes from Kwinana! Hurrah! Do I get like... major credit points if I contract swine flu while I'm in Australia? 
We went road tripping, I have pictures, no you can't see. All in good time young ones.

Why yes, I am killing your friends list and why yes, I am doing it on purpose because I'm just a recalcitrant bitch like that =D
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
SRness
24 May 2009 @ 02:01 pm
No! I've not been diong much. Don't judge me, I'm on a forced holiday! 

But! I id go to Jen's party last night... and it was. Interesting. Haha! 
I had a great time, it was really fun meeting everyone and had a great few laughs. Food! WAS SO GOOD! Could be because it was the first real food I'd had in ... over a week? Not counting McDonalds because that's not real food...

Anyway, good food, good drinks, great people who got really quite drink really quite fast but all in good fun. Had the guys trying to teach me how to speak with an Australian accent because apparently I sound american. How terrible is that?! So aside from actual homework, I've gotten homework from Mark to practice my nasal Australian accent.
I revoke what I ever said about dutch being hard because being gutteral isn't nearly as hard as being nasal... I just couldn't figure out how to do it... Even with my nose pinched! 

I... was given a token Australian cricket hat. Bright yellow. It's quite nifty! I'm going to hae it signed by Australia's best cricket player, mark my words...

I... had bundy. Which (as I learned) is Australia's first brand of rum, which is why it's so popular. Also the mascot of it is a polar bear. How cool is that? Yes... well not cool enough because it tasted rather poor! But I drank it anyway, because ... that's the Aussie thing to do. Had a great laugh when Mark made me the drink and told me to taste bundy and ... then I got to send him back for more alcohol because my coke and bundy tasted llike plain old coke. I think I scored some respect poins there. Then of course he dumped whatever was left in the bottle in my cup and it was more bundy than coke... Yeah, that bit my in the ass. Me and my macho behavior...

Then the drama... )
And that concludes my nights of fun filled adventures. I WENT OUT ON A SATURDAY NIGHT! (I know, shock and horror!) I was in pictures too.

For everyone wondering;
No, I didn't get drunk.
No, I'm not hung over.
No, I didn't get laid.
No, there are no guys I'm interested in.
No, I didn't get any phonenumbers.
but YES! I was at a birthday party and I had fun.
 
 
Current Mood: chipper
 
 
SRness
27 April 2009 @ 06:40 pm
bugh  
Bugh... sore, tired and begging for money. This must be what a cheap whore on her way down must feel like >.>

Went to adventure world today! Water slides and go karts and stuff. It was fun, I saw koalas and a wombat and kangaroos trying to murder/rape one another. Pictures soon as I can get off my butt and dig up the camera... So tired and burised and scrapedb ut had a great time!

And FAIRY FLOSS! *flails around with it*
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
SRness
12 April 2009 @ 07:43 pm

Which is a much celebrated day in Aus with lots of chocolate giving O_o
So yes, more chocolate ofr easter than I've had in years...! Bad skin here we come!

Read more... )
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
SRness
10 April 2009 @ 05:05 pm
Good; I already know 4 out of the 8 lectures I have to do.
Bad; I didn't realize the last lecture was 12 pages long =/

Your random medica lword of the day iiiis *drum roll * Pterygoid muscle! 
The pterygoid muscle functions as the antagonist to the masseter muscle in the mandicle and the articular disk of the temoromandibular joint!

I feel so smart because I now actually know what all those words mean and what the pterygoid muscle does! ... essentially it means it allows for the lower jaw to do the side-ways fexion when chewing. Doesn't sound NEARLY as impressive as the 'proper' explanation of it. But oh well...

As Eventus put it;
SR: *flexes brain powers*
Eventus: My face just went O_o
SR: haha and by doing that oyu flexed all the muscles and joints I just mentioned!

aaaand...
"Adipose tissue on the other hand has little extracellular structural material but has proportionally larger intracellular material. It has a thermoregulatory function and a protective function but its most important role is in energy metabolism"
...
or as I put it in my notes: "Fat keeps people warm and protects people and can be burned by lack of energy"

Now back to the study mobile! 17 more pages to go before the end of the day! and 7 more hours until midnight!
(and all the on just one can of energy drink!!!! *bounce*)
 
 
Current Mood: chipper
 
 
SRness
09 April 2009 @ 07:23 pm
Yey!  
Some good news! For whic h I can use this icon! 
We got tickets to go see Ross Noble~! I'm excited to go! 

On the other hand it's not until June 24th... but still! Squee! =D
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
SRness
31 March 2009 @ 12:34 pm

So... We're down to... half a horse? 

We had two for lease until crazy owner of Andy wanted her horse back because he was supposedly in poor condition. Erm. No. He's not, you stupid bearded cow face. He's just no longer obese and looking like a sausage roll!
So had the vet out today to verify he's NOT in poor condition and that by taking him back she's breaking the lease contract and that she can then thus pay for the vet bills we got for him (got his teeth done because they hadn't been done in YEARS according to the vet). As I don't generally make a habit out of getting horses from people, spending money on getting them polished up and working readily and training excess fat and flab off of them and building up muscle and what else not, only to have them come around after a month and a bit to get him back.
I'm not a fucking horse rescue, I want something in return (e.g. a horse to ride for several months) or you can reimburse me for the money I blew on YOUR horse.

So since we had the vet out (who said Andy was in fine condition and no worries what so ever and said he was looking fit and not emaciated as his owner made him out to be.) decided to have her check Mel out as she'd been a bit weird with certain things riding wise, she seemed very foot sore on and off and just has no strength in her hindquarters and does everything within her power not to engage her hindquarters and is just not building up muscle because of it.
After some poking and prodding from the vet an some trotting up and down the drive way (painstakingly so) vet said she probably has some arthritic problems. She could do a full lameness examination but alreay said depends on how much you're willing to spend on her.
Again, I'm not a rescue service, I love Mel but she's not my horse! So I told the vet that much and then she suggested starting her on bute with a few days off and then keeping up with that to see how she goes... I just feel sorry for her because she's such a sweet thing and I do love her it's just... ugh. She doesn't deserve this...

So we have one healthy horse who the owner wants back because he's unhealthy according to her and one unhealthy horse which we're probably going to give back to the owner because I just can't afford/don't want to afford that much money on a horse that's not even mine...

Blegh... day of suck. This is why I don't get up early because days tend to suck and then there's sooooo much time left to feel sucky about it.

 
 
Current Mood: cranky
 
 
SRness
28 March 2009 @ 12:43 am

Done! Send the review. I think...? E-mail drama continues!

Essentially... upon urging of Peter I took up using thunderbird, because it's supposed to be all sorts of awesome. And it worked alright for what little time I'd used it. Theeeen... got an email from the dad, send an email back to him and haven't heard anything since.
Just now tried ot send the review of the first week aaaand... can't send mail because the server is busy. So I am a bit confused since all SHOULD be working, I log into the server via forefox and it works fine, and I THINK I even managed to send my email from there, leaving me to wonder... wtf? 

Anyhow... We'll see if it got there I suppose... *saves answers*

Review send and a few things I would like to note on this.
"Please send it back by the required date." -- No where, anywhere is there mention of any specific date. Since it's a weekly thing I assume it's before the end of the week but it's anyone's guess really.
"Please... don't refer ot your notes."  -- No, no, I didn't... but I did use google once because the review asked me to differentiate betwene the two different ciruclations in the body. While I know what you were talking about (many thanks to biology in high school) I just looked back on my notes and none of this is actually mentioned ANYWHERE. As such I HAD to google it to figure out what the bloody hell it's called in english.
Lastly... Damn that was easier than I had anticipated and I totally should've gone for it like a pitbull on monday then I could've had it done on wednesday and been the early bird~! Then again I already felt I had to change a few definitions because otherwise it would look like I'd just copied straight from my notes, but that's how my brain works people...! DX

Now it is time for a cookie and some relaxing and ... stuff.

P.s. Dad, if you did get the email please to be letting me know...? x___X "Got it" will suffice.

 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
 
SRness
26 March 2009 @ 05:33 am

I <3 Biology.
And I do not know why. I just do. I can't explain it. I think I'm a biology-phile? Maybe a ...biosexual...?

Either way, I never quite realized how much I loved biology until I just now went back to making notes from lecture sheets about the horse' respiratory system. And while at the top of the page it specifically says "Don't pay too much attention to the internal respiration, just get an idea." ....
But I KNOW the structure of the respiratory system front to back in two languages with my eyes closed while whacking a pinata, I know the science behind diffusion between aveoli and the blood, and understand how the permeation with the carpillaries works, I even already know the science of how oxygen molecules glueing themselves to haemoglobine in the bloodstream.... all of which was only lightly touched on in this lecture, making me feel just slightly bored with it because I know all this crap already...!

And then internal respiration comes across, with big bold font on the scanned in pages... and suddenly, there's all these new terms and indepth explanations on how the energy is released and how the body makes up for the loss of andosine triphosphates and what exactly the efficient purpose of the mitochondria is in all this (which I had learned before but never quite put in the grand scheme of things) and I just got sucked into all of it, despite the fact that it was 5:14am and I had said I would not go into the material but would go to bed instead, but I couldn't resist the temptation and started taking a few notes, to help me 'form an idea' and before I knew it I was scribbling away furiously at my notes faster and faster, barely even taking a glance at the lecture sheet anymore just writing away at my own awesome conclusion and as I hit the last full stop, solidly and definitively on the page I knew that with only a little help and guidances from the book I had drawn all these conclusions myself and that it was correct and that I had LEARNED something and that I LOVED it.

.... and I felt superior because of it... It was beautiful. *wipes away a tear*

It was even more beautiful when I then tried to come up with a small concise definition of both external and internal respiration and what my brain came up with was backed up by the big awesome Merriam-Webster's Medical Desk Dictionary of win and awesome(tm). Almost to the letter exact...!

*deep content sigh* One of those weird days where homework is very... VERY gratifying. I would say better than sex, but I have very little comparative material.

Maybe I should just go on to study biology after all this... >_>

 
 
Current Mood: rejuvenated
 
 
SRness
17 March 2009 @ 06:03 pm
It begins... o_______o;; )

A friendly excerpt from my recently acquired book.

"re-tic-u-lo-en-do-the-li-o-sis, n, pl. -o-ses: any of several disorders characterized by the proliferation of reticuloendothelial cells or their derivatives --- called also reticulosis"
 
 
Current Mood: shocked
 
 
SRness
12 March 2009 @ 12:10 am

"Thanks for your email.  The job has gone witin 24 hours after 54 applicants! But thank you."

... Pray tell how anyone is supposed to get a job in this market? X____x

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Current Mood: bitchy
 
 
SRness
11 March 2009 @ 03:18 am
So there's this job...

"Remba Park - Vacant position!
 
Remba Park Performance horses offers a opportunity to the right person. 5 days a week, mornings, from Sun to Fri, on a rotating roster. Includes full board for one horse, weekly lesson,instructor training session and a wage. Chores involve feeding, mucking out and general stable duties. Capable riders, to work performance horses, and to come away weekends to events. Would suit a ambitious riders. But prepared to train up eager, reliable person."

I do think the job is pretty damn perfect for me (if I do say so myself)...! Now it so happens that I've been eye-balling Remba Park for a while now to maybe get lessons at. It's about 10 minutes from where we're boarding our ponies so it's very tempting. But! As irony has it... I have a car I could drive, just no license. *grumble*

Meaning I'd have to give Bexx the puppy eyes to drop me off and pick me up every damn day. Or bike it down there (will take me between 40 minutes and an hour or so, guesstimating). Or take public transit.

Problems that occurs; if I can get Bexx crazy enough to drive me up and down, my wokr hours and her work hours might clash. The description implies mostly mornings meaning I'd have afternoons off.. right? So then I work morning, finish at say noon... and then have to wait until some day 7:30pm for Bexx to have time ot pick me up. Har har.

Other option is biking, buuut there's no biking lanes, drivers here HATE cyclists, so it's pretty risky. Do-able, but risky. I'd also need a bike and a *dreeeaaad* biking helmet. >_<

Public transit... oy. What is a 20 minute drive and an hour or so (give or take 10 minutes) by bike would take me, at best, 90 minutes to do by public transit. Now, I don't quite believe the PT site that claims it takes about 20 minutes to walk place, but even taking that into account, on a bad day it'd still take me an hour and a half to get there, with al lthe risks of missing a bus or train included.

In short... so much fail! I wish I got my license goddamit! DX<
I'm still going to apply I think, at least, in a round-a-bout sort of fashion, though I'm not sure on the way to go. I' mnot going ot be a permanent employee, obviously, and i'll need 7 weeks off at the end of july to go to Melbourne... right... that really fattens up my chance for a job, right? x___X

So I shall email them with my details and my CV (which I have to translate tonight or tomorrow or something) and hopefully they will want me... for SOMETHING.
Wisheth me luck plox.

On another note; email still mostly dead... x_x

 
 
SRness
02 March 2009 @ 03:52 am
Really, I am. I haven't even written the ending of my '08 NaNo yet (or the '07 one for that matter) my brain is already excited over NaNo '09 because I've just bee struck by plot.
I'm mostly excited because I think I finally managed a plot low key enough to be reasonably written in 50K words...  >.>

First time around I jumpedin  last minute and picked a story that was going to be enough to fill up 10 NaNos easily, so needless to say that one didn't get finished. The second one was much more succesful, it wrote itself for large parts but is destined to be 80K words or so, if not more. (Currently at 56K or so, looong way to go x___X).
This new plot seems to be just below the previous one in epicness and magnitude, so I might actually pull it off this year then? Actually FINISH the whole story by the end of the month? XD

We shall see. In the mean time this is a good reminder that I need to write my '08 novel and edit it so I can GET MY FREE COPY! *flail* 

But not now as the laptop battery is running low and I don't actually have the most recent NaNo file on here XD Tomorrow will likely be a long day of nothingness and rain so I'll give it a shot then.^___^

Other stuff to do tomorrow;
- e-mail peter
- mail stuff to people (if I feel inclined to walk to the post office)
- call the airline
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
SRness
24 February 2009 @ 09:06 pm

Update time for everyone who cares! 

Lots of good stuff, lots of bad  stuff.

Good stuff;
- Officially in equine dentistry now! Hurrah! 
- Had a long morning gallop with one of the horses through the pine forest and GALLOPED WITH THE ROOS! Hello thar aussie exp.!
- My half chaps came in the mail today! Yey! I can look snazzy while riding now. They're soooo nice!
- Won winery voucher at a trivia quiz night in the raffle, so lunch is paid for one day!
- Expecting a new saddle!
- Horses are being all sorts of good.
- Having a ton of fun and then some.

Bad stuff;
- Shittiest job in the world which I will be quitting friday.
- No other job at the moment >.<
- Eating away at the savigns acount more than I'd like
- Pony hit her face really hard so she's out of the running for a while =/

I'm now just going to whore myself out as a trainer/instructor I think for whoever will have me. Since neither of us have a job yet an currenlty I'm paying almost all rent, board for two horses and groceries and it's just too much to keep up for long.
We'll work it out, no doubt but just at the moment we're having a bit of a rough spot XD

Eitherway, all is well~! The good feeling of the good still outweighs the bad feelings of the bad!

 
 
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SRness
18 February 2009 @ 03:28 pm
Or al seems not lost at least *sigh* 

Slight miscommunication wit hthe dad about the oney. i was under the impression it still needed ot be scratched together and apparently it has been ready and waiting BUT since none of my emails went throug it took forever to clear up this misunderstanding bringing the due date of the in-voice here (today!) and then no communication to the AEDP either and BLEGH!

But, I think i may have psammed dentist guy's inbox brutally last night and at LEAST one of the mails i sent went through and I gots a reply. I have an inbox at AEDP now (ergo; I can still has spot? hopefully? maybe?) and request of the money loaner (a.k.a. dad) to contact dentist guy.

*deep sigh*

I'm a bit frustrated with it all but it seems I don't have to abandone all hope yet.

On top of that i have a job. Ish. Sorta. I signed up to do a home care delivery thing. Basically i go by houses drop of booklets with stuff and order sheets and later on pick them up, process the order and deliver the stuff when it comes in.
Not sure if it'll be something I'm good at being all of minor socially anxious (anxiety that is BLOSSOMING LIKE NEVAR BEFORE) but hey, it's something me and bexx_t_h can do together os worse comes to worse I'll do the drop off and pick up and she can do the delivery and the talky-talky bit. And you know... safety in numbers >.>

Also; it's cashe payment! Hurrah! Though it's shitty payment... 20% of what you sell. I hate commisions, but we'll see ohw we go. I only have to make a $100 a week to survive and not eat up all my life savings... >.>
 
 
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