It's been that time of the month. And it was early. Which is a sure fire way to put me in a shitty mood for days and days and to pretty much make me put my life on complete hold just so I can sit around and sulk.
Generally this sulking is accompanied by feeling ridiculously sorry for myself for all the things that I am not, that I'm not doing, the things I should be doing but am not, what I should have been, could have been and woudl have been but not and regretting some of the decisions and choce I made AAAAGES ago and cursing my lack of self-esteem and confidence all over the place.

Isn't it LOVELY to be able to give birth to naked monkeys? Such a miracle of life! Yeah, and these are the side effects, hormones oh weee! 

Anyway. These moods usually last for a week to ten days... I'm running on 11 days now due to the whole thing being early and just BLEGH! 
Before everyone starts freaking the fuck out and sending me concerned e-mails.
Yes, I'm having a good time, I'm having a fucking fabulous time, it's not Australia, being broke, or any of that that caused the minor depression, that's just what's always there and hormones + lackluster existance + it being about two years since I've had a good emotional break down about these things... it's just one of those moments in my life.
I repeat, I'm fine, it has nothing to do with homesickness or being here, I'm glad I'm here because it's a little less hopeless becuase hey, at least I'm in austrlia! 

So anyway, I'm done sulking now I've decided as it's doing nothing but increasing my anxiety about failing at life. I'm smart, I'm spending tons of money ... well... other peoples money on this, i can fucking well do this, and I fucking well will too.

SO! In order to get myself motivated, I figured this warranted an LJ post and ... people can throw stuff at me if I don't at least decimate... 80% of this to do list within the next two days. So here goes...

- Clean up the table.
- Print out all lectures
- Change sheets on bed
- Read lectures
- Have a shower
- Study anatomy
- Do some laundry
- Go pony
- Take pictures of pony teeth for assignment
- Take out trash
- Study
- Post some more
- Write that bio
- Study some more
- E-mail some people who I should have emailed ages ago but never got around to
- Make up some more klah mix
- Type up sales ad for Ty
- Study some more
- Get jumping lesson on Ty
- Organize the stuff you've studied and review the things you've done about a million times.
- Defrost the tuna
- Cook and eat the tuna
- Get a cheese pretzel
- Get over yourself
- Get over your lacking self-esteem and fucking ride your little heart out, you don't suck nearly as much as some of the people you've seen lately, so stop fucking doubting yourself about it and have some fucking fun doing it =D
- Find a job that pays for the next month and then some
- Write that bloody business plan already -___-
- Study some more anatomy so you can point it all out
- Sleep pattern. It doesn't have to be normal, it just has to exist.
- Get some vitamins into your system, you require juice
- Buy juice


Okay... that'll do for now.

In other news, because I know I haven't been updating ANYTHIN Glately, blame the hormones for that too...
No job still, savings accounts is empty safe for... oh about 20 bucks? 
I had work for a weekend, which got e a decent sum of money and it bought me my ticket to Melbourne so that's taken care off.
We're driving the Apollo rather than the Celica... The Celica had a fight with a kangaroo... we suspect the kangaroo won (I shall eventually do a post dedicated to this epic tale, it's SO australian, it has to be told)
Piggy Flu is in Rockingham is about 13 minutes from Kwinana! Hurrah! Do I get like... major credit points if I contract swine flu while I'm in Australia? 
We went road tripping, I have pictures, no you can't see. All in good time young ones.

Why yes, I am killing your friends list and why yes, I am doing it on purpose because I'm just a recalcitrant bitch like that =D

Bugh... sore, tired and begging for money. This must be what a cheap whore on her way down must feel like >.>

Went to adventure world today! Water slides and go karts and stuff. It was fun, I saw koalas and a wombat and kangaroos trying to murder/rape one another. Pictures soon as I can get off my butt and dig up the camera... So tired and burised and scrapedb ut had a great time!

And FAIRY FLOSS! *flails around with it*

Kicked myself in the butt to get some more driving lessons set up before the exam.

People suggested I ask about taking the test earlier if people dropped out but lady on he phone said that wasn't really an option and considering I then probably owuldn't have time to have lessons before hand if someone should drop out I decided against it.

So I have 3 lessons of two hours each set up a week prior to the exam and the day before the exam and the firday before the exam. All in all it'll cost me the entire content of my wallet atm which is some 250 bucks.

And now I better friggin' make it or I'll have suffered some major loss as I won't be able to take another exam until I get BACK from Aus at whihc point my theory certificate will have been expired so then I'll have to do all of the crap I've been through for this since june all over again as it will have all gone in vain.

I hate this, I should've just passed the last time DX<

I am officially debt free!! 8D

Well... save for the small 15 buck debt to my friend that I borrowed the other day. 
but I'm debt free! And still have 1700 euros (exact) left in my savings account. 

Not bad, not bad at all. Though there's no driver's license in there I fear >_<