So the old geezer kicked the bucket last night. His liver was non-existant and he'd been getting worse progressively throughout summer. But it's still a pretty hard blow.
Rest in Peace Grandpa ... You were a good man and will be missed greatly. =(
Today really sucks... And I don't have an appropriate icon for this post...
( Rant of fail with ponies/friends )
And because one drama wasn't enough to ruin my day we add another one on top of it...
( Puppy rant )
I hate it when things don't go the way I planned them, so now I'm even more upset than I was when I went to sleep...
I'm sore, I feel like crying the whole time and really everything basically sucks right now...
AND
I made the phonecall! 8D
I called the driving school people and got my signed up.
I have my intest 21st of july and theeen my course starts August 18th. And I should be taking the practical exam on the 28th.
But that's a while off yet... going tothe ranch on sunday.. .coming back on wednesday for graduation ceremony and then off thursday again FOR GOOD! Buahaha! Well not quite like that but...
Went ponying this weekend which was fun. Also caught a cold this weekend which is less fun because I'm now sick as a dog, running a fever, splendid headache, my face is completely clogged up with snot and other iquids that should not be in my face. My throat is sore I have pretty much no voice at all anymore and have already gone through 4 packs of tissues in just the last hour and 15 minutes. I had no sleep friday due to upcoming sickness and stress-related brain activity that last until deep in the night. Then had to be up by 7:30 n saturday so I think all in all I got 2 hours of sleep or so. Then saturday was spend mucking out stables and catching horses nad overall gettign sore and muscle achy which did not benefit my growing cold. saturday evening I was a wreck and just as I was about to head off to bed we were chartered ot catch this stuid ridiculously annoying mare who had gottne herself trashed and kicked through the water-y bit lining her pasture by the stallion. So we did some emergency first aid for her and she thanked me by squishing me against a wall once and ripping off the side of my ring finger. I bled like a pig. Then we put her away so I was finaly in bed by 23:30 despite being a complete wreck.
Then of course because of me living in a different time zone usually I had
Needless to say I was pretty hung over, sore form the work the previous day.. so I took a hot hot shower with Winnie the Pooh which was good and made me feel somewhat like a human again. So then we went out into the barn at 8:30-ish and did some more cleaning uppage and mare grooming and foal pretty-fying for the people that were gonna come and poke them that day. Spend the rest of the day trying to stay warm and riding in the rain and wind which I can tel you now is not beneficial to a cold. If I wasn't riding I was either tring to wamr up next ot the woodstove or entertaining people and trying to convince them to buy our horses. Despite hte shit weather there was quite a few people.
Then
Got home, crashed in bed, attempted ot study for my exams, failed and passed out. Got up around 3am because the dog really REALLY had to pee. Then crashed nad passed out again.
On top of all that fun stuff, I have exams today! Just did french which went reasonably well considering I feel like a only zombies should ever feel, pretty sure I did alright, fairly sure I didn't fuck up enough to ruin my grade average. I reckon french is in zee bag.
Have biology in two hours and I just finished studying. I think this is honestly the first time in my life I've studied for biology. But I think I covered everything. I'm affraid ot look at my books because then undoubtedly I'll feel unprepared and drive myself crazy before long.
Basically I'm doing the last exams on Red Bull, aspirine and candies for my throat. Oh and let's not forget my infected finger on my left hand which is incidentally the hand with which i write. Aren't I just in perfect shape for the most important exam of the year? 8D
So after exam my main priority is sleep. Oh and find out what is/was wrong with
Yes, long post is long. No, I don't wanna make a cut because I'm lazy and sick and my head is about to explode over the screen.
Dear horse,
Please stop making me fall in love with you.
It's not a good thing. You're going to be sold soon-ish and I can't afford to buy you right now. So seriously, cut it out. Please?
So that means no more letting me sleep against you while you nap. No more chasing off the young colts to have all my attention to yourself. No more coming up to the fence just for a hug when you see me. No more resting your nose in my arms whenever I'm within reach and definitely, definitely no more fun hacks and outrunning everyone else to be at the front. No more cutesy stuff like asking for hugs on hacks. No more patiently standing around at lbierty in the barn while I untakc you, put cream on your legs and gets your food.
Please be the neurotic stupid little idiot you were two years ago, who wouldn't be caught in the pasture and who refused to believe me when I said it wasn't going to eat you and still spun around and ran off (or tried to).
With love,
She who fixed you.
p.s. stop growing because now you're almsot hte perfect size for me too. And while you're at it? Go back to being a silly noodle instead of a gorgeous solid stocky chestnut with a big butt, lots of shoulder muscles and a stallion's neck. kthnxbye.
See the saddle? Are you looking at ti CLOSELY? Look closer!
Because it's MINE! All mine! XDD
It was a gift from the Ranch owners. It's my first saddle ever! *squees a little*
The second fuzzbutt is born...!
Eagles SunLeo Jason, another colt...!

He'ssocutr!!XD
The first one!! He's born! 
Eagles Classy Spook!
*squee**dance**cheerleads*
BIG BELLIES EVERYWHERE!
Good god Classy is gonna asplode if she doesn't pop out her foal fast! D8 (and yet she cna canter?! wtf?!)

*deflates*
Who isn't so little anymore, but is little in his head.
He's a solid, sorrel gelding of just three years old and green as grass.
And he's Top's nephew. We have a history together though, so we're not complete strangers, but he's a difficult one to train. Much like Top he's convinced he can't do anything alone.
But I managed Top, so I should be able ot manage Noble. I hope I will be able to manage Noble. *twitch*
After a long day I tried ot catch up on NaNoWriMo. I was at 3500 words, had ot make it to 6800 words.
I failed. I got to 5633 so far.
And it's pure crap, but whatever...
And I feel so mean now...
*sniffle*
On a different note. Went to the ranch today. Rode my pony. It was fun! Made Bexx ride. That was fun too.
And once again realised how brilliant Top really is, since he's so clever and clues in so quickly on things. And despite not being ridden much/at all since summer, he has still improved quite a lot.
And Isabel rode him into the barn without a bridle on after we were done. And he was just being an all around good guy.
I luvs him.
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